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Than filling those dreams to the brim, with HOPE.
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[21 Mar 2006|05:21pm] |
I haven't updated in a very long time on this thing.
I'm not sure if I like it anymore.
Anyway, I'm getting by.
School is pretty easy.
It's spring, but it feels like the beginning of winter.
Yesterday was my dad's birthday.
He lost his job.
He finally found another one after four months.
He just bought a brand-new customized Harley Davidson.
He's happier.
I'm glad.
Prom is in a couple of months.
I have no date...
My grandma makes fun of me for it.
But I do have my friends.
I hurt my back today
I can hardly move.
It hurts to sit.
I have a kidney problem. (no, not because of alcohol , but im sure that doesn't help much).
I've been on eight different medications in the past month and a half.
None of them will work.
That's probably not good for me.
I look angry most of the time, but in all reality... I’m not.
I'm happy, satisfied...
I haven't spent time with my mom in over six months.
Actually, I haven't seen her for a while it feels like.
She doesn't call me anymore...And when she does... she's intoxicated.
It's pathetic. I hardly know her but I love her to death.
I'm not sure what kind of love it is...
Either way, I still love her.
I drifted apart from my friends.
It's sad, I’m not going to lie.
But that’s life I guess... You win some you lose some..
My brother comes home once a month from college. AKA: hick town.
He's different now.
In a good way I suppose.
He's got a girlfriend.
I like her a lot.
Just looking forward to my future...
Forgiving and Forgetting my past.
<3
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[25 Dec 2005|01:03am] |
All i wanted for christmas was to be truly happy again.
EDIT
Fuck that shit i am happy.
=]
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[09 Dec 2005|12:28pm] |
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snow....
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[19 Nov 2005|08:44pm] |
so yeah, that's pretty much what my weekend consisted of....bloody towels and vicodin ;]
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[15 Nov 2005|08:21pm] |
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EHHHH nevermind, not even worth it.
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[13 Oct 2005|07:18pm] |
Okay so today is my birthday....and i must say it was pretty nice thanks to certain people.
This morning i thought today was going to suck because it was raining...and i had an early soccer practice. Until i got home ...there was a package at my door and jess got me a cute teddy bear :D Then me julia and melissa decided to go to the city and eat at the Hard Rock Cafe, which was very fun and good. The train ride home was interesting too :D
When i got home just now there was a rose and some cookie cake at my front door from Heather Val and Pat... and that made me smile, thank you guys that was sweeet<333
Can't wait till October 22nd....fright fest + hotel= Awesome.
Love you!
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[31 Aug 2005|07:03pm] |
WHY did the summer go by SO fast....?
1. Chem- Mengel
2. (A day Chem) lab B day gym Nate....
3. S1 (NOTHING...?) S2(CERAMICS AIELLO)
4. English- Artuso (thanks godddd).
5. Italian 1 ---Wiener
6. L U N C H
7. Math- Quaid
8. US history - Fedele
9. Stained Glass Aiello
You know the drill.
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[13 Aug 2005|02:11pm] |
I'm finally home from the beach.
It was relaxing... the ocean was really fun even though I spent it with my 12 year old cousin...I still got tan and I still got to read, just as I planned...oh yeah and I got to eat a lot & play on the boardwalk.
But i'm glad i'm home because I missed my cat?....and some kid named Jess.
yeah.
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[04 Aug 2005|12:33pm] |
Jess's beautiful drawing....
 ....LOL.
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[31 Jul 2005|03:48pm] |
ohhh i heart my lil nig.
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[29 Jul 2005|11:38am] |
Florida with Jess was really fun.
Basically it consisted of me and jess in the pool the entire time and eating awesome Italian food.
I loved it, and i miss it A LOT.
The plane ride home wasn't very fun. There was so much turbulence i actually thought I was going to die. I started shaking and tearing it was awful, it lasted for about a half hour, it really sucked and im still traumatized.
Of course the day we get home there is a huge storm and when i walk inside my house there's no power. In fact there was no power for about two days, and I just got it back today.
I have to go back to work tomorrow & that sucks a loT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kbye<3<3
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[13 Jul 2005|08:01pm] |
The beach was fun yesterday,
got tan/burnt, but it was a good feeling. :D
I realized that sand crabs are kind of cool.
;]
official; lip piercing after soccer season :D
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[09 Jul 2005|06:09pm] |
A horrible fucking day;
It all started this morning at around 1:45 AM when my kitten decides it wants to play and literally scratches my eye ball. Finally i get to sleep and i wake up and i'm exhausted because i have to go to work at 7 AM.
Then my boss comes. As I was ringing one of the customers up the stupid bitch (my boss) decides she'd be really awesome and read the recite,. (Now moving back in time a little bit...i was asked to always ask someone if i didn't know the price of an item). So little old me being a good little girl asked one of the people i work with what the price of a fucking drink was. They told me "oh well golly gee it's $1.95". So i ring up the coustmer. My boss AKA: stupid bitch, starts to read what i had just charged the customer and starts SCREAMING at the top of her lungs in front of everyone i work with and all the customers, "THIS COASTS $2.25!!!!! IT DOESN'T COAST $1.95!!! YOU'RE LOSING MY MONEY I SWEAR IF YOU EVER DO THIS AGAIN YOU'RE OUT OF HERE!!!" so i simply looked at her as if she was out of her mind and walked away. Boy I love work. Oh yeah and the stupid bitch didn't paid me for three weeks. HA.
So i get home & my dad has his girl as a friend over with my cousin, Marissa, who is 11. Now i don't know about you, but i HATE it when people use my computer when im not home, especially little girls who don't know what the fuck nut they are doing. So i walk in my room after having a retarded day and she's just sitting there typing her little heart out like there's no tomorrow. At this point im ready to go fucking INSANE.
ANYWAY many more retarded things happened today, i just don't want to point fingers @ anyone. So i'll just leave it at that.
love always,
me.
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[08 Jul 2005|01:04am] |
Great night in the city with julia melissa and alice.
We went to the hardrock, got lost, spoken to by weird ass guys in the subway, and we're freaked out because of the terrorist attacks in London.
Melissa and i got a weird piercing on our ear, idk what it's called.
I'm addicted to piercings...i kinda wana get my lip done instead of my nose for an early brithday present, but im afraid it would look bad. we'll see :D
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[02 Jul 2005|12:55pm] |
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Today was a weird day.
I cut my stupid hand at work.
It's not bad at all.
But for some odd reason...
I bled A LOT.
I turned as white as my ass.
And got a weird tingling sensation on the tips of my ears.
Then I felt like passing out.
But it's werid because...
When I cut my hand in school,
Which was a million times worse
I was fine :D
Now i'm waiting for report cards & it sucks.
.THE END.
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[30 Jun 2005|01:29pm] |
My kitty says: "Where's the crack motha fucka".
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[24 Jun 2005|12:22pm] |
IM GOING TO FLORIDA WITH JESS BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's supposed to be a surpise, but my mom ruined it :D
IM SO HAPPY.
yayayayaya
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[23 Jun 2005|08:45pm] |
It's summer.
It dosen't feel like it yet.
I hope i did good on all of my tests.
Anyway i dont have any planned vacations this summer yet but I was invited to go to Florida with jess in July, which i hope i can go :D
Anyway Tomorrow's my brothers graduation. I can't believe he's going to college that's so weird.
WOOT.
idk what else to write in this gay ass journal.
<3
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[13 Jun 2005|06:25pm] |
I am sooooo happy school is over.
I HATED it.
HATED.
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[06 Jun 2005|07:03pm] |
poison ivy hurts liek a fucking bitch when it's all over your face >< i hate it i feel like im diseased or something.
AH.
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